Emptiness/ Teachers
-Quick post-
As I sip a cup of green tea I poured with lots of honey, I realized that I'm starting to feel empty again. This started just a week ago.
I have things to do. Lots of things to do.
1. Find MTAP materials.
2. Answer MTAP materials. You know what I hate about this? The fact that you've paid and all but you still have to finish answering it.
3. Relearn Physics.
3.1 Study Kirchhoff's Rules.
3.2 Rewrite ugly, messy notes in Physics.
4. Write notes in Filipino.
5. Write notes in Math. I can't believe I missed writing 6 topics in Math. I was not slacking in Math during the second quarter. Until now, I can't move on. I've written only 5 topics out of 11. And I was ranting, how can you make notes in Math? It's Math. If you already got the hang of it, it won't take long for you to relearn it, if ever you forget it.
6. Write notes in Calculus. Again, I must say I can't believe I missed writing topics in Calculus. Wait, Calculus=Math. So, I don't have to right here. But, but. Our teacher checks our notebooks with passion. Yeah, with passion. He checks my unchecked homework. The kind of homework we never check because nobody else tries to answer it anyway. Just seeing red check marks on my homework makes my eyes form tears. And he reads my notes. Not that teacher from no.5 is lazy and all. She's hardworking. In fact, she's the most hardworking teacher I know. She makes us solve math problems even when 80% of the seniors (yeah, of the seniors, not of the class) are absent. Anyway, this post it not about them so let's give this topic a period.
7. Piano + Voice lessons. Finally, she's coming again. I missed her for a month. My teacher. She's one of the few teachers I enjoy having lessons with. I haven't finished my second piece yet; I hope she doesn't get upset.
Again, I have a lot of things to do. But I have not started doing anything yet. Except for no.1, but...I found only 3. I need 4 more. The only thing I'm looking forward to is Teacher May's arrival. I don't have the heart to do anything. Even eating. I don't even feel like texting either. But I managed to find a few pesos [while looking for MTAP materials] and I thought of needing to text someone for some school reasons. So I dragged myself to the nearest store. I don't have the heart to do anything. But I would really like to plant, water, and harvest crops, mine ores, pick fruits, clean my farm, pet my livestock, and upgrade my tools. I wish I could forget everything and play Innocent Life:A Futuristic Harvest Moon instead. Emptiness. Dammit. I hate this feeling.
Anyway, back to sipping. And searching for MTAP materials. Sigh.
As I sip a cup of green tea I poured with lots of honey, I realized that I'm starting to feel empty again. This started just a week ago.
I have things to do. Lots of things to do.
1. Find MTAP materials.
2. Answer MTAP materials. You know what I hate about this? The fact that you've paid and all but you still have to finish answering it.
3. Relearn Physics.
3.1 Study Kirchhoff's Rules.
3.2 Rewrite ugly, messy notes in Physics.
4. Write notes in Filipino.
5. Write notes in Math. I can't believe I missed writing 6 topics in Math. I was not slacking in Math during the second quarter. Until now, I can't move on. I've written only 5 topics out of 11. And I was ranting, how can you make notes in Math? It's Math. If you already got the hang of it, it won't take long for you to relearn it, if ever you forget it.
6. Write notes in Calculus. Again, I must say I can't believe I missed writing topics in Calculus. Wait, Calculus=Math. So, I don't have to right here. But, but. Our teacher checks our notebooks with passion. Yeah, with passion. He checks my unchecked homework. The kind of homework we never check because nobody else tries to answer it anyway. Just seeing red check marks on my homework makes my eyes form tears. And he reads my notes. Not that teacher from no.5 is lazy and all. She's hardworking. In fact, she's the most hardworking teacher I know. She makes us solve math problems even when 80% of the seniors (yeah, of the seniors, not of the class) are absent. Anyway, this post it not about them so let's give this topic a period.
7. Piano + Voice lessons. Finally, she's coming again. I missed her for a month. My teacher. She's one of the few teachers I enjoy having lessons with. I haven't finished my second piece yet; I hope she doesn't get upset.
Again, I have a lot of things to do. But I have not started doing anything yet. Except for no.1, but...I found only 3. I need 4 more. The only thing I'm looking forward to is Teacher May's arrival. I don't have the heart to do anything. Even eating. I don't even feel like texting either. But I managed to find a few pesos [while looking for MTAP materials] and I thought of needing to text someone for some school reasons. So I dragged myself to the nearest store. I don't have the heart to do anything. But I would really like to plant, water, and harvest crops, mine ores, pick fruits, clean my farm, pet my livestock, and upgrade my tools. I wish I could forget everything and play Innocent Life:A Futuristic Harvest Moon instead. Emptiness. Dammit. I hate this feeling.
Anyway, back to sipping. And searching for MTAP materials. Sigh.
posted by Alyzza @ 4:48 PM
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